Nervous

Right now...
My mom is in Birmingham, AL right at this very moment meeting with an Oncology specialist in GYN. We found out last week that she has ovarian cancer. I'm so very worried about my mom... she is my precious. Today is a consult about surgery and follow up treatment. Meaning chemo likely. I can't loose her. Just can't. I need her so much. My children need her. My dad needs her. The world needs her. (bites nails) I will probably jump about 5 ft in the air when they call me with news about the consult. Breathe.